3.12.2009
I'm bad at penning my thoughts down. There were times when I thought about stuff and have always wanted to blog about them. But when I clicked on 'New Post'.... the thoughts just disappeared into thin air... Or maybe they weren't floating in the air in the first place. Words don't seem to flow accordingly as how I wanted them to.
I don't know. Maybe it's just me. Lots of stuff are running through in my brain but I dont like to voice them out. What's the point? Will they be interested? Perhaps they'll think that whatever I've just said was crappy and meaningless. There's always this invisible barrier that's in me. I feel no urge to share whatever I've been through be it in school, at work or anywhere else. Ok, I'm sounding a bit boring. Or very boring.
I often wonder how some people can chat easily with any strangers. It seems like they know everything on earth to strike up a conversation and not letting the conversation die off because their knowledge on that topic is 'private limited'.
I am experiencing this right now. Not knowing how to communicate with people. Ha. Ironically, I'm studying Communications. Yes, I definitely need to improve on my communication skill.
Sometimes, I'll feel so intimidated by my groupmates or tutorial mates because of the things they said in class. They sounded so pro and really into media... And for me, I'll just keep quiet and listen, hoping that I can think of something intelligent enough to add on to their 'debate' or whatever. Well, normally I can't think of anything smart at all. And there goes, another day went by 'safely'.
I lead ain't no exciting life. Nothing much to share here. Even if I've got something to say... that might just be a one liner and lasts no longer than 1 minute I guess. Sigh....
Basically, that's me- someone who doesn't like to talk much...
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