5.27.2006

Why are there so many decisions that one has to make? *ponders* well, perhaps that's because you're getting into another phase of your life. becoming more mature, more sensible and of course, being responsible your own life. others can influence you but the final choice is to be made by you. So, think properly before you regret.

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time. does it mean that the longer you know a person the more you know about him/her? i doubt so. anyone has changed. hmm.... had quite a long chat with may yesterday and i'd realized that alice has changed. i just have this gut feel that it is not right at all.

from those 'stories' that i've heard, the pictures in my mind didnt seem to match those that i've perceived. more politics are rising. it was simple and innocent yet for now, it is complicated. maybe it is like wat sc said, 'we're just the employees'.


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5.16.2006

Are my friends treating me too good? i guess so. =) hee heee.... well, i'm taking it for granted already. yeah.

michelle waited for me till i knock off on sunday....*touched* this wasnt the first time that someone accompanied me while i was working... and that person was zhong wei!!! ;D thanks peeps!

from now onwards, i shall treat everyone doubly good!!!! hee hee.... i'm spolit. am i?


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5.11.2006

This is the watch i like!!! ah! i wanna buy!!!


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Rachel and jia li are sitting beside me right now... watching xing suo.. yeah, christopher lee looks kinda gay... bleah.... watever, rachel is now arguing that he's not... ;P hee hee

hmm, bored at TEP.. watched condor heroes feat. liu yi fei. yeah, kk's favourite.. wahahahah.. its only 4.40 now.. 1 hr and 20 mins more before i can be released from the prison. yep, we're prisoners... 5 more months to go... still counting down.

suddenly thought of the number of nicknames i have. ah min, ah ho, ah bang, bi-z bi-z, fatty, and many more. half of it are 'kindly' giving by my sis. Thanks hor... i'm really bored...

tml is vesak day, 24th wedding anniversary for my parents.. living together for 24 years. that's really long. will i be like them? who knows?

july. we're having our napfa test. gonna fail it. plan to fail it anyway. bleah. should i train? *wonders*

oh i saw 2 watchs on 8-days.. damn nice lol.. one from Nike and the other from o.d.c expensive, of course.. but its really really nice.. *hint hint* doubt anyone will buy for me ;(


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5.10.2006

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5.07.2006

Arghhh! sometimes i simply cant understand my parents!!!!! wat the hell? cant they differentiate the tone of kidding and being serious? cant they just understand us more? it is not like we're asking too much.

had a talk with elaine's mum. i like her mum. always asking us how we think and feel. did my do that? never. okie, or rather seldom. how old are we already? goin 19 and 22. cant they just let go? everything that we say will result in a scolding by them. is it really our fault? Are u sure they didnt scold their parents? I'm very sure they did too!!!

some times i really want to argue back at them... yeah REALLY ARGUE back at them. so what if we're not going to talk to each other for the next day or even next month? i dun care.. they dunno wat we're thinking. is it the communication gap?

i hope that some serious problem will happen and the firing can start. this is not the first time any more... millions of times.... ever since my sis go into U. everything happens.

do i hate them?


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5.04.2006

4th week of TEP... things are still the same... yep.. it's going to be like this for the rest of the months to come. bleah. bored.


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5.02.2006

Battle Royale. the class is 'addicted' to it already. ;) to what extend do you trust your friends/ classmates? yep. this show is all about killing for your survival. not strangers, not baddies, but your classmates. have any classmates that you hate in mind? this is a good time to kill. wahahaha.. okie, sounds like i like to kill. nah, i aint that scary.

if i were to be in this act, i will most definitely go and find someone and commit suicide together. leave the horror place. coming to think of it its scary, sending goosebumps down my back. isnt this some sort like the real world out there? everyone is backstabbing each other, trying hard to shine in the crowd. hmm... humans. Is it a wrong to place all your trust in others? I've stopped doing that already, not 100% i would say. Or is there someone who deserves my trust?


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How would you say if you were to ask someone leave a room? If anyone is to have the minimal level of courtesy would say, 'Hi we are going to use this room. Would you all mind shifting to other place?' Yep, that's one would normally do...

BUt, NO! that girl is rude. very rude. 'Can you all leave this room?' wth? did we do anything wrong? arghhh.... no manners at all can? idiot. what kind of attitude is that? Can you just freaking say nicely to a stranger? what kind of first impression do you give??? Well, perhaps i'm not in the position to criticise that girl. But yeah, that really irritates me. ;(

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