12.19.2008
Last farewell.
171208It was our last farewell to popo. It was her 48th day, one day before she's officially gone. We had a grand affair that day. Huge paper house, paper car, paper chauffeur, paper telephone, paper maids, paper tv, paper dvd sets, paper electric fan, paper safe, and of course, lots and lots of paper money.
I've tried my best to fold as much money offerings as I can. Well, hopefully those can last her for quite awhile. To what extend do you believe in these stuff? Maybe sometimes it's better to believe. Who knows if the other world is the same as here? Or does it even exist? I've also been wanting to know and am really curious about this. Secretly, I wish that popo or my uncle can appear in my dream and tell me what is it like over there. But as I grow up, I've given up. I wished that this would happen when my uncle passed away when I was Pri 3 or 4. And nope, it didnt. This time round I hoped that popo will come back to visit me. But she didn't either. Was I sleeping too soundly? I wonder.
Can someone tell me tell me where do we go when we die? Can someone tell me if the dead can really receive the offerings that we give? I guess none of you can answer the questions.
Anyways, all the prayers were done. Things are set. Live on.
