I was filled with much anticipation to welcome sis back from her Korea trip earlier on. But the mood now is just filled with anger and more anger. It's always the case, most of the time. Whenever we, as in the family, bask in a little more happiness, there'll always be a huge argument right after.

That's how it happened less than 30 mins ago. Sis was happily showing her loots that she exchanged with a little $$$. These include lotsa cosmetics and skincare, 2 coats and a polaroid camera among many more. My itchy hand dad when to open the polaroid cam with the films inside. And that started off the whole upsetting incident and involved quite a bit of bad-mouthing. Adding on to this, my mum dropped a ring that my sis bought... Yes, I do understand that I'll be fucking angry if anyone spoils my new stuff or even to drop it on the floor. Sigh

Caught between my parents and my sis, seriously, I had no idea what to do. Better to shut my mouth up at times like this. After a 10 minutes interval and with much courage, I took my favourite doll to cheer my sis up. That wasn't very well received either. Yes. I ended up being scolded by her. Technically not scolding, just venting her anger on me with her face no further than 3 inches from mine. Can you imagine the anger from within, tears on the verge of bursting. Such hatred and resentment. Oh well. So I turned my back against her and walked off.

So much for 1.1.2011. Not really looking forward to it anymore. FML.