4.29.2009


I've cut my fringe a bit. Getting sick of my hairstyle. =(


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4.23.2009

I didn't sleep well last night. Climbed into bed at around 12.30am, arranged my pillows into my 'formation' (my sis should know this) and I was just lying there. I closed my eyes hoping that my brain will auto shut up and bring me to lala land. But it didn't. I was still tossing and turning around by 2.30am. Went to the kitchen drank some water thought that that would help. Nooooo. I was wrong. I woke almost every hour. I tried all sorts of methods, played some music on my phone, changed a new sleeping position, did some stretching, hum music to put myself into bed. It all failed.

I woke up yawning just now. Oh dear, what's wrong with me? I haven't experience sleepless night.


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4.22.2009

I think I'm falling sick. =( For some unknown reason, my hands have been shaking for the whole day. I wasn't even concentrating during the two group meetings just now. Sigh. This feeling is terrible.

Please let me get over it soon.


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4.21.2009

Yi Ting is growing old.

I can't really read off screen now! My eyes couldn't focus on the words and they're getting blurrier. Scary. It is because of the yellow light in my room? Sigh. I've got to wear my specs everyday now. =(

I'm happy now cos I had a video chat with my family! Finally! Papa bought a webcam and I saw them on Sunday though it was laggy. =) Woohoo!


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4.17.2009

Location: RMIT cafeteria.
Time: 12 24 hrs

Met up with MI tutor just now.... scary. We've got lots of things to do now. I've got this feeling that we're just scraping the top our research topic. Intellectual property. And we need to have more substance to it. Man!

I'm feeling stress right now cos all the assignments are due soon. PP1 has production. MI1 has interviews and research. Photoshop has research and imaging. Asian cybercultures has research work. 

Argh.... I can see them coming. I am afraid. =(


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4.12.2009

Brighton Beach

It's Easter. Most shops are closed and clever me suggested to go to Brighton beach. The website says that it only takes 15mins to travel there from the city but no... it took about half an hour. The beach is nice and the main highlight is their bathing houses... it was crowded. families, couples and friends were all having their get-together time there. But I felt lonely even though I went with my flatmate. Our ways split after walking for half an hour and the bathing houses were nowhere to be found. She asked if I searched where they were. But I didn't. Yea, my fault. We didnt talk much throughout the whole day. There were times when I attempted to strike a topic but failed miserably. I feel so tired. Tired of talking. I dont know if it's because she wasn't in a good mood or what. Maybe both of us weren't in the talking mood.

Sigh. I wish my family is here then I can talk about everything and anything. Or if my friends are here. It's not like we dont have any common topic to talk about. But i sense that there's a barrier. Perhaps she's older, she knows a lot more stuff especially media stuff. She'll recommend me movies to watch, music to listen... i know that they're good knowledge for me... but there're a lot of other stuff which i need to do and want to watch. it's tiring to keep on par. sigh. sometimes her words really sting.

that's all for now. pictures time!













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4.06.2009

Demoralized

Assignments after assignments. My schedule is filled with group meetings and datelines for submission. I'm not complaining. Yes, I feel like a student once again. 

For the past few weeks, I've learnt that angmohs think differently from asians. They convey their ideas across differently. In many times, they won't go straight to the point but go round and round. They're creative. Very creative, indeed. They'll always have the wackiest ideas and leave me in awe. Sigh. Why can't I be half as creative? All of them sound so experience and that makes me look so silly; it seems like my prior experiences just 'poof' and disappeared into thin air. What happened to all the accumulated experience on productions that I've been through? 

Come on, Yi Ting.... you aren't that bad. Or are you? You sure can put your expertise into good use..... sooner or later. *fingers crossed.


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