3.05.2005

Suddenly there's a surge of mix feelin within me... Time can really wash away everything. From a bunch of close frens whom you always meet up with, to now, they are just like any other person. A simple smile is shown on the face, not even opening up the mouth to say 'HI'.

Wat's so difficult about it?

I dunno.

Thousand of people walk pass you everyday. But do you really take notice of who are they? Or maybe you just stare at the ground when you're walking, as if there's some gold for you to pick up from.

Do you count how many times you've pass by this particular person? Well, no one does that. You've never knew that. Perhaps, you walked pass your pri sch fren along orchard road without noticing it. Honestly, I haven been contacting my pri sch frens ever since secondary sch times.

Time really can wash away all the memories. While you are having the accompanion of your frens, some other people maybe be thinking of you. They may not be that close to you, but at least they're someone you knew. Acquaintances, frens, buddies watever.

Sometimes, i'll see a particular person quite a few times within a day. But, i dun even know that person, just that i remember his/her face. I wish a give a smile. But nothing came out. That person might be my future fren. I dont know. Who knows, anyway.

The first instinct when I see one whom i always see is to stare. After staring, the eye's vision will turn away. Still remember that i saw my fren in sch, both of us were walking in the opposite direction. We crossed. But I nvr say hi. There's something holding me back. I dunno.

So to speak, no one would talk or smile to a stranger even though that person may be very friendly. In this world, people seldom take the first step. Think back. Your frens around you. They are someone you knew through your other frens and here's where networking comes in.
Ice breaker, in this case, is the important tool for you to socialise. :)

I do hope that my social circle could be bigger... Seriously... You need a wide network tomake sure you survive in this world. Even a student like me..........


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