12.29.2004
Deep in thoughts
60000 ppl... dead......... because of the tsunami......... Haiz. Just read the newpaper and saw photos of the dead bodies. Bloated, white, stiff, innocent. Its all too sudden. Really. Many countries were caught unprepared. Loved ones, houses and almost everything were taken away by the huge tsunami.
I can't imagine wat will happen to me if i were to be at one the countries. Phuket maybe... My family went to Phuket last year. Phew! Luckily, that was last year. Such a nice place to be at. They have nice sea view, breezy wind and a whole lot of night market for me to shop till midnight........ But just after some strong waves hit that island, the whole tourist attraction was damaged; leaving piles and piles of debris behind.
Was that a punishment to mankind?
I really dunno.
I have a mixed of emotions now... I feel sad for the victims and their family...
Today is 29DEC04. Just out of a sudden there's someone msging me thru msn. Guess who?
Yah, that's him.
J: Hi, who are you?
I dunno wat to reply. Hmm, no. I've got nothing to say to him. I 've got no courage. Maybe i'm a coward.
I like to see him in school. I hope to. But so far, I've only seen him once this week.
Wat kind of feeling is this? Wat is it called? Maybe after sometime, this feeling will be gone. And forget about him totally. Izit infatuation? Do I really like him?
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